VLCD #18 123.1 or 122.2

The old scale is so much more kind. Still, I'll go with the higher weight.

It's amazing what a good night's sleep will do for one's attitude. I feel better.

Last night when I wasn't so calm, I did something highly empowering. My husband is the one who always mixed my HCG. I was always intimidated to do so, but after last night, I didn't want to ask him to. I was actually out all day Monday and I missed yesterday's morning dose, and I was beginning to feel hungry so I knew I couldn't wait any longer.

I am very pleased that I did it all by myself... and it was easy. Seriously, what was so scary about that??

I sent a "truce" note to my husband this morning. We'll see if he lets his guard down.

I'm going to grab another cup of coffee and then it's time to attack the kitchen. Today I am getting a grip on the laundry and "pack" the kitchen. Anything I've not touched in 6 months GOES.

I'm going to post the last of what I'd written before about what I've been processing. I suspect I'm not done writing, only now it will be how I'm processing what I'd written. I must say, I am feeling better. Just having it out has been so incredibly helpful. Having YOU all to talk to about it has been amazing. I really didn't know what to expect but the support and the encouragement has been absolutely invaluable. THANK YOU.