Saturday, January 15, 2011

Checking in

No real news. I won't hear back from the doctor until Tuesday or Wednesday. I'll be sure to keep you all posted. It's really wonderful having all of you here to talk to.

I'm calmer. I still have panic attacks, but they're less intense and not as many.

On my collage I have "miraculous results" and "natural healing" as well as "Fear nothing". I'm focusing on those words.

To top all of this off, we found out when we got back from our trip that my husband's father has cancer. They didn't tell us on the trip because they didn't have any definitive answers at the time and didn't want us to worry. It's funny, because there was a melancholy feeling that hung over the entire trip, especially when we were all opening presents. The good news is, they have isolated the tumor and it is operable. He goes to the hospital Wednesday for his operation and they will remove the entire tumor. There should be no need for chemo. I hope this is enough of a wake up call for my husband to quit smoking.

Okay, now it's time for the daily laugh...


Lis said...

Oh man, thats terrible news.... I am so glad they can operate. I will send healing thoughts. Quitting is hard enough and without motivation its nearly impossible. Maybe this will give your hubby that motivation?
The clip is still funny.... :) Hugs to you!

helderheid said...

Thanks so much, Lis!! I love the video... jeeeeeez, what was he thinking???


Anonymous said...

How are you doing? I've been thinking of you. Please let us know if you get any news today.