Last day before P3! Emm... er... WHAT?!? Wait. 118.3?!?!

118.3 on the NEW scale, 117.7 on the old!

I am so dosing today.

Even more pictures

I've not bought anything just yet, but I did take pictures of me in the dressing room again. :) I was told that there MAY be a sale this Saturday on any one full price item (40% off) so I'll check back then. I'm also going to Banana Republic on Thursday to see what they have. The only store with a petite section is 30 miles away.

Tomorrow at 10 I have my appointment with the psychic. I am really excited. I will report back, I promise! I may even upload the audio of it.

Okay lovies, here are the pictures from today. ALL size 4:

120.1 - 2nd no dose day - unless I drop tomorrow, this round is done. :)

I feel fantastic. I didn't make the goal I'd intended to make but I'm thrilled with the results nonetheless.

I don't anticipate dosing tomorrow, though that is the drop dead day to do so if I drop lower than 119.8, otherwise that is my last dose weight. Today is my drop dead date to stop dosing to be in P4 by Thanksgiving. We shall see, we shall see.

I entered a contest yesterday at Surface Spas. They do the smart lipo, loose skin lifts, and natural breast enhancement (using your own fat rather than implants). They have a contest to win the ultimate makeover. I have a tummy fold from the weight, c-sections, and hysterectomy. I'd love to get that taken care of. Also, without a great push up bra, my breasts are empty and sagging. I hope to have these treatments done regardless, but to win them? That would be incredible! I sent them a letter with my before and after picture, as well as why I deserve to win. That was a little awkward. I had to get my mind in the game and realize that I do deserve the treatments - why not deserve to win too after all this hard work?

The dress... it's not on sale! I NEVER buy anything not on sale.... oh what to do! I think I may go to Ann Taylor in the mall and see if they have a sale going and then make a decision. I do love that dress though! I'd love to have it for Thanksgiving. Speaking of Thanksgiving...

We were to go to Oregon and rent a beach house and have an old fashioned Thanksgiving, but almost all the homes were already taken and those that weren't were charging Summer rates which were too expensive. We're splitting the cost on a home in...

PORTLAND.

15 minutes from my husband's office, no less!

My mom made sure I knew that she'd watch the kids so we could go out and discover the city. I am SO excited! My sister and her wasband will be there, as will my brother, his wife, and their girls. I can't wait to see everyone!!

I hope you're all having a terrific day! Thanks again for all of your support!

After showing property this afternoon, I stopped into the Ann Taylor Loft...

Size 4, my lovies!

From Sept 2008 to November 2009

Size 16 to a size 4

Down 50 pounds!

VLCD #30 - 120.1, up .2

I'm not discouraged - .2 is nothing, really, though I'd REALLY hoped to continue to be under 120. I pounded the water like mad yesterday too. Ah, well. I won't dose today. That makes 119.8 my last dose weight, however, if I drop tomorrow below that, I'll dose tomorrow. I feel totally in control! I just LOVE that.

I'm swamped today. Beginning of the month I have all the property management checks to deposit and this afternoon I'm showing homes. Wee!

Bought this over the weekend and tried it on super easy yesterday:

It was great fun! With just the little bit of exercise I've done, my butt already hurts. I'm going to lay off the exercise and see if that's why I had the gain. I'm really looking forward to playing this though! Between this and the Wii Fit Active, I have no excuses. :)

Full moon today. I need to take time to meditate and connect.

Oh, and for those interested (I can't imagine), here is an article from Saturday's paper. It pretty well sums up the political climate here in Utah, as well as how completely in bed it is with the Mormon church:

Rolly: Don't provoke the great, powerful Oz

It's going to be GORGEOUS today! I plan to make the most of it!

Have a wonderful day too!

OH MY GOODNESS, I almost forgot! I've officially released 50 pounds!!

I started Sept. 2008 and 3 rounds later I have released 50 pounds!

*happy happy dance*

Thanks to ALL of you for being here with me on this journey! I appreciate you all more than you could know.

LAVENDERDIVA (and all y'all who have supported me)

VLCD #29

New scale...

119.8!!!!

Old scale...

118.9!!!!

I made it!!!! You just KNEW it didn't you??? :D

Thank you for believing in me!

Yesterday I printed out all the writing I've been doing lately, as well as a contract with someone who burned me, and my blood test results. I wrote down all old patterns I want to let go of and the consistent pattern is that need to hide. That goes. I then lit each page one by one and laid them down in the fire pit. I watched them float up to the sky in clouds of smoke. I blessed them and asked them for strength.

I did end up taking the kids trick or treating after all, but I insisted. My husband crashed on our bed and slept until 7:30 last night so while he napped, I fed the kids, got his dinner heating in the oven and set up the after dinner coffee. I was awake and ready as were the kids, so I just took them. Other than really hurting my left big toe and freezing my little fingers, it was very enjoyable to watch my kids. I was so impressed with how polite they were. :)

Happy Full Moon!

Ooooh! Ooooh! Susan Miller's November forecast is up!!