Sunday, November 1, 2009

LAVENDERDIVA (and all y'all who have supported me)


VLCD #29

New scale...

119.8!!!!

Old scale...

118.9!!!!

I made it!!!! You just KNEW it didn't you??? :D

Thank you for believing in me!

Yesterday I printed out all the writing I've been doing lately, as well as a contract with someone who burned me, and my blood test results. I wrote down all old patterns I want to let go of and the consistent pattern is that need to hide. That goes. I then lit each page one by one and laid them down in the fire pit. I watched them float up to the sky in clouds of smoke. I blessed them and asked them for strength.

I did end up taking the kids trick or treating after all, but I insisted. My husband crashed on our bed and slept until 7:30 last night so while he napped, I fed the kids, got his dinner heating in the oven and set up the after dinner coffee. I was awake and ready as were the kids, so I just took them. Other than really hurting my left big toe and freezing my little fingers, it was very enjoyable to watch my kids. I was so impressed with how polite they were. :)

Happy Full Moon!

Ooooh! Ooooh! Susan Miller's November forecast is up!!


9 comments:

Christy in Seattle said...

Wow! Good for you! I, too, saw positive movement this morning :) Thanks for sharing the horoscope ... take a peek at the first few paragraphs of mine

http://www.astrologyzone.com/forecasts/monthly/sagittarius_full.php

What great encouragement!

helderheid said...

YOU'RE A SAG! I love Sag's... My husband and mom are both Sag's. :D I already read yours!!

Congrats on the release!

Caitlin Murphy said...

Oh my goodness! I am so, so happy for you!!! You did it! Way to hang in there!!! YAY!!! You give me hope that perhaps someday I will reach the 120's for my own personal goal. Love your witch outfit, btw!

Christy in Seattle said...

So, what's you sign?

helderheid said...

Thanks all!!!

Christy, I'm an Aquarius! :D

nikkispower said...

LOL! Your joy is catchy..I'm so happy too!

Great, wonderful losing!!

lavenderdiva said...

OMG, sweetie-- YOU DID IT!!!! weeeeehooooooWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

That's me doing the happy dance all over the place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNEW you would do it!! I'm beside myself.... and SOOOOOOOOO excited for you! I actually think you will lose a little more; call me crazy again! Are you still dosing?

I LOVE you ceremony of letting the old go, blessing it, and moving forward. There is so much empowerment in that!

You are the cutest witch I've seen! many, many hugs to you-

helderheid said...

Thank you thank you!!! Thanks so much for believing in me!!

****HUGS****

I will continue to dose until I no longer am releasing or until I run out of HCG (another 9 days), whichever comes first! :D

Autumn Rose said...

Way to go!!!