Monday, February 17, 2014

VLCD 19 136.2

It worked... Kinda. I'm still .4 higher than 2 days ago.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

VLCD 18 138.2

Yesterday I weighed in at 135.8

Something is wrong.

I weigh my food, I log every gram, I drink my water.

I'm  near tears with frustration. 

Since this isn't working, I'm going to change tactics. I don't have enough apples for an Apple day, but I have enough protein to eat nothing but that. Screw it.

EDITED TO ADD:

It will be painful. I made and ate 2 huge bowls of creamed spinach soup. Basically 2 bags of spinach boiled, salted, and blended into a slimy pulp. I remember in past rounds this always resulted in a gastronomical event that was extremely painful but with beautiful results on the scale.

I also remember a round where increasing my calories to 750 resulted in jump starting my losses, and having great ones. I'm doubling my protein today. 

Friday, February 14, 2014

VLCD 16 136.8

Weeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Same meal yesterday as the day before, except I had my strawberries. About 370 calories total.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

VLCD 15 135.8

I only ate half my calories yesterday. I felt ill and had a fever. I'm better now - full appetite back. I'm not sure if I'm happy about that. Ha ha. :)

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Excuse my language...

...

139.2?????

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

VLCD #13 - 137.8

Well, back to the land of frustrating rounds, however, I am not going to complain. Here's what the last few days looked like:

VLCD 11 139.6 - no change from the previous day

VLCD 12 139.4 - meh.

Today, almost a 2 pound drop! I remember past rounds that were like this. Several plateau days followed by a beautiful drop. If I can continue like this, I still have a shot of reaching my goal of 119, or at least close to it. I must remain focused, especially on the days when it feels like this isn't working for me despite my efforts.

I'm working on the emotional crap that I'm releasing along with the weight, however, it's extremely personal and I'm thinking it may not be necessary to share here.it just goes to show that it's important to be vigilant with one's emotional health as well as physical. I neglected both, especially this last year when things came to a head for me in several areas of my life. I finally feel a sense of naked freedom when it comes to that.

On a much lighter note, I have discovered that so long as I can have soup on this protocol, I'm happy. My favorite is asparagus (creamed) and tomato basil. I'm so pleased that I'm still enjoying it! I've also discovered a fun recipe for my cooked frozen strawberries. Normally I make them with cinnamon and vanilla stevia, but I've started adding a splash of apple cider vinegar and a pinch of cayenne. Oh my GOD. This is really fantastic stuff!!


Saturday, February 8, 2014

VLCD 10 - 139.6 - as I suspected

Not concerned. I had a hunch. Nothing more to report, really. I'm going to try to make onion soup!