Saturday, October 10, 2009

Long day

I spent the afternoon running around getting supplies for my boy, taking care of him, cleaning up massive amounts of vomit, disinfecting everything, cooking dinner for my family, cooking dinner for me, and generally resenting everyone. Not one offer of help.

I truly hope I don't get this thing. If I do, I'll start the 72 hour VLCD and take care of myself as much as P3 allows. Get back on the wagon when I'm well to get the minimum days in. Hopefully it won't come to that. I fear this flu given my compromised liver.

I am, however, thinking about doing a planned interruption so I could have steak for dinner with my husband on our 10 year anniversary on the 17. I don't know though. It would delay everything by 3 days and given my lack of progress as is, I'd just assume this whole damned thing was over.

I'm in a mood, can you tell?

6 comments:

Christy in Seattle said...

{{{hug}}}

Hang in there!

Christy

helderheid said...

Thanks Christy! God, I'd love a drink. *sigh*

lavenderdiva said...

You have had more than one person should handle today! I don't blame you for wanting a cocktail!

I think your idea of a planned break for your anniversary is a good one. And no, I don't think it would spell the end for this round. Plan a 2-3 day break, and get back on track. I think it would do you a world of good just now. To have that to look forward to, would be a good distraction. You will come back to the round more motivated, IMHO.

sending you extra hugs today, 'cuz I think you may need them....

Autumn Rose said...

I hope your little one is feeling better soon. Stay strong!

Shawn said...

Hope your little one feels better!

I would say your anniversary is cause for a planned steak dinner! :)

Christy in Seattle said...

So, how do you do a planned interruption? Do you stop taking the injections for a few days before a special event and then treat the event day as a mini-loading day?